My Son, My Joker, My Padawan

My Son, My Joker, My Padawan

words by Justin Curran 

Will you know me
When I see you again
Do you know of the effort I've made
And the letters I've sent

Not a day goes by
When your not in my thoughts
I miss holding your hold
And the smile and pride that brought

I don't want you to struggle
To think I've let you down
You are always in my heart
Deep down my heart is buried in the sand

I love your sweet innocent smile
When you asked if we can be best friends
Of course we are my son, my Joker, my Padawan
Best of the best until the bitter end

I haven't walked away
I just need to find me
I need to be the best father
You are a huge part of my journey

This is so very hard
Cos I miss you so much
But I'm always here for you
Just beyond touch

Please know I'll always be here
Never too far from you
I only wish I could hear your voice
And I'd tell you how much I love you

But that time will come
When I'll hold your hand
I'll continue to write to you
One day you'll understand

I love you my Joker, my Padawan, my Son

xx xx